Shake the dust.

Live today so tomorrow yesterday will be worth it.


This is for all the girls who tell themselves it's never gonna happen again. 
This is for all the boys who truely love her but talk about her hot body in front of their mates just because they don't want to be called "gay" or "weak". Make a change. Start living.
This is for all of you who are trying to be perfect, to keep up with their expectations. For those who would love to say 'NO!' and run far, far away. Start living.
This is for the girls that are abused by their boyfriends sexually, physically or mentally. For those who are trying so hard to leave but feel like they can't. Say your right again. Start living.
This is for the ones who want to close their eyes and dance all night long. For the ones who want to remember. For the ones who want to forget. Start living.
This is for the disrespected and discriminated. For those who have heard the words 'I hate you' too many times. For those whos daddy never saw they tried so hard. Start living.
I am writing for those who haven't seen the sun all summer long, for those who are used to the cold even so much they can't remember what love means. For those who feel lonely at night and just wish there was someone to protect them. This is for the ones who keep forgetting who they are. For those who never got the chance to be themselves. Start living.
This is for you. For the ones who cover up their pain with make-up. The ones who don't eat the cake just so someday he might recognize you. Start living.

This is for those who put the pen down years ago -full of ink. 
For those who never tried. 
Start living. 

Stand up for your rights. Stand up for what you believe in. Breathe in.
Wake up and start a wonderful new day.
Look in the mirror and say: "Hell yes, THAT is me and I am proud of it."
Don't just dream, don't say "what if" or "what could have been" but start running and reach your dream. Wake up and start living. Be free.

Peace.

Gandhi, I've never read your book. I hope one day I will.

"A,B,C,D,E,F & G oh, that reminds me of when we were free - before life began to tear us apart."
-The Kooks

I keep forgetting to live. 

Responsibilities. Everyday I do my work. Everyday I live - for the system. 
Get a 4,0 so you can go to the best Colleges. Go to the best Colleges so you can get the best job.
Do the best job so you can retire someday and have totally missed out on living.
Then maybe get sick so you can't even live the last years. The system I am living for.

Time. 6 AM wake up. Go to school. Do homework. Hurry. Eat dinner. Study. Go to sleep and start over the next day.  I can't break out. 

I live for this system, how I was taught to. I am the masterexample of how you can work your butt off for something you don't even believe in. I want to break out. 


When will we own ourselves completely ?

I want to live for my dreams and not for what they expect me to. I really do. And not because I am lazy but because I know that like this with 73 I will look back and see nothing than a little hamster in a hamster wheel. Running without knowing there's a world out there.
There are flowers.
There is sunshine.

I hope I will wake up one day and be able to follow myself and not their footsteps.
I hope I can stop running in this wheel.
I hope one day I will smell the flowers and see the sunshine.
I hope then I can say: "And tonight is not the last time I'll see the light."

And I can stop forgetting and freaking start living.

SIX

Peace.

BLUUURBS.

Stan (Eminem):

Stan is an obsessed fan of Eminem's who keeps on writing letters to him but never gehts one back. He is talking about all the crap that's goin on in his life and feels like in Eminem he found someone who understands him. Stan is on the edge of committing suicide, maybe Eminem's late letter can still save him.

Love Story (Taylor Swift):
They love each other. A lot. All they want is to be together. They sneak out at night, break rules because they need each other. She feels alone and waits for him but her Dad is against their relationship. His decision desides what happens to their Love Story.

Hotel California ( The Eagles):
Have you ever been in a situation where you just made a decision that changed everything? Something that jst seemed so little but it was so .. much more. Have you ever been tired and checked into a Hotel? He did. He had a great time. But now he wants to leave. He wants to go back to the place he was before. A little decision can change so much. 

Eminem (Cleanin' out my Closet):
His mom didn't really care about him when he was a little boy. She was addicted to drugs. She wasn't a good mom. His dad left when he was still a baby.  He had no one. A story about a boy who could have given up, but who made it through it all to the point where he can even reflect about his past and see how far he made it. 

Song to say goodbye (Placebo): 

He used to be a happy person who enjoyed life and made others happy too. Drug abuse made him to what he is now, someone who hurts others. People are trying to save him, trying to help him but he doesn't care. He probably never will.

EMOTIONS RUN DEEP AS OCEAN'S EXPLODING

I'd like to welcome y'all to the Eminem show...


Title: Cleanin' out my closet
Artist: Eminem (Marshall Bruce Mathers III)
Link to the Lyrics ( this song has swearing just so you know)


Plot: Eminem's father left when he was a little baby. His mother took prescription pills while he was around and she made him believe he was sick even though he was not. His mom didn't treat him well. Trough a really difficult childhood he made it to selling  multi-platinum CD's. He made it out of that crap.


Character: 
Eminem ( speaker) 
his mom 
his father 
Halie (his daughter) 
Kim ( mother of his daughter) 
Nathan


Conflict: Eminem is pissed at his mother because of how she treated him and what she made him go through and let's his feelings out.  He wants her to know what she did to him and how it destroyed him as a little kid. He also hates his father and Kim even so much that he speaks about being on the edge of killing them.


Theme: Drug abuse, difficult childhood, hate / pain 


Setting: 
the closet 
the kitchen
'73 
'now'


My word: I freakin' love Eminem. Especially the stuff he did in the beginning. I mean every artist grows and changes, but I prefer the stuff he did back then. This song ist just so powerful and describes so much so deeply and honestly. 


Some dance to remember, some dance to forget...


Title: Hotel California 
Artist: The Eagles 
Link to the Lyrics


Plot: The speaker is getting tired while he's driving in his car. Then he stops driving and checks in in a  nice hotel where he spends his time with champaign , a nice woman and stuff like that.


Character:
The speaker
"she"
the captain
the night man


Conflict: He wants to leave the Hotel California. First it is a temptation. He enjoys himself but soon he realises that he needs to leave that place but the  night man says : ' You can checkout any time you like but you can never leave' and "she" said : 'We are all just prisoners here of our own device.'


Theme: consequences, getting into something where there's no way out


Setting:
a dark desert highway
the doorway
the Hotel California
the corridor
the courtyard
the master's chambers
('69)
(the middle of) the night


My word about the story of this song: I am pretty convinced this song is about heroin. He describes how he is tired on that dark desert highway.. some sorta hopeless. And then there is that tempting Hotel and he just needs to stop. Like someone without any hope and ambition woul stop for something.. new and different. And then he has a great time at this weird and new place. He is a new spirit at that place.. in the scene. And eventually without even realising it he gets caught at that place. He made himself a prisoner that can never leave that place again, even though he is welcome to leave. Isn't that what Heroin does to people ?
I still love that song. It makes me think.